" Happy birthday,Jermin!"I keep saying it to myself!Yeah,maybe this is the first time I spend my birthday far away from my family and friends!Yes,this is the first time I spend it alone!Hmm,how to say,the feeling is a bit strange!I still can remember last time,when I celebrated it together with 6 of my best friends!However,those days will never come back any more!I cannot tell the mood inside,just,hmmm,a little bittersweet!Those appearances always take on in my mind that I will always hold in mind!
When I was very young,I thought my grandma,my dearest one,would never leave me!However,something went wrong,I don't know why,a traffic accident took her life away,together with my uncle who was only 35 at that time!Things happened so unexpectedly more than seven years ago!